By Zara Holderman ’14
A cup of water sits,
Idly awaiting my
Predictable grip
White, smooth, oval,
I calmly caress the pills,
Deciding how many to take today
I put a few in my mouth,
Take a drink,
And wince as I swallow
I study my reflection
Staring back at me
On the oven front
I close my eyes, listening to the
Gentle hum of the refrigerator that reminds me
Of the times past, so similar to now
I open my eyes to a world
Blurrier than before,
Hardly recognizable
Only the cup of water
Remains lucid on the floor before me
Short, red, plastic cup
The sound of the refrigerator
Becomes muffled
And my vision blurs
Wrapped in a pharmaceutical cocoon
That envelops my body
For hours to come.